A Letter To My Greater-Self
Focused more than ever. I’ve been discovering a frequency where I meet my greater self often. Every time I’m present for it enough I know growth has occurred since last we met. Every time I see the human component revealed and I find myself wanting to embrace it more and more. Clarity gravitates to me because I’m seeking something beyond that. You would think I’m after a secure place in my own mind, at the risk of sounding crazy I think there’s something more than that. Is it a place in my mind? Is it a concept reached by me or anyone before me? Is it real once I crown it on my textured hair? Is it nirvana, heaven, true peace within?
At the risk of adventure, I don’t know what the answer is but I’ll busy myself with the thought with practice and match my truth from giants to ants. All while trying to balance healthy mental, physical, & spiritual strength.
At the risk of risk, I am talking to myself in my head out loud on to a legible reader and expect to deal with these thoughts in even more healthier ways because writing saves me. Exploring these ideas are the only way I can honor my process of overcoming.
I can’t risk not taking risk, that’s not how I learned personal growth. Waiting is not growth, and patience is practiced too well once it becomes a stall. Always challenge, always attempt to try, always leave space for something other than what you’re thinking. Being open minded is the best tool to practice these keys to living life that connects us more than it secludes & separates.
We all have to support each other. Start small, find a friend that is curious about life and not how they can find enemies for you both to fight for false wars. That is pretend and you deserve to blossom in real fields where sun hits your sunflower face every morning. You deserve clarity. You deserve to earn it for yourself, with a duo, or a gang full of light. It’s our human right to find a system that works for us and not given template shapes that don’t fit our own. Settling should be ill-advised and constantly reminded from close/all friends that is not the top.
Let’s get that view we deserve, together we can reach new heights. Alone, we fail to connect while on a journey that’s meant for it.
The top is for us. Our greater-self is just beyond patience for it, it’s a balance of ambition/drive & timing. Meet your greater-self, cliff dive from old cocoons and grow wings into something new.
— Former Shell