No Longer.

I am no longer holding my tongue in fear of judgement, I am no longer saying yes to things my spirit knows isn’t for me. I am no longer saying no to things my best self needs nutritional. I am no longer blocking myself from what is mine — what is truly waiting for me. I am no longer passive, only patient.

I am no longer seeking pleasure blindly. I am no longer flesh for someone’s aimless lust. I am no longer allowing my energy to be misused. I am no longer accepting anything less than reciprocity; either it’s free or it cost the value I determine it to be. I am no longer inflating my ego so that others can see me as someone I am not. I am no longer masking my energy to expand or shrink according to someone’s expectation of me. I am no longer denying my purpose that I am still discovering everyday.

I am no longer submitting to anything under my control. I am no longer meeting all challenging things with hardness. I am no longer submitting to what my spirit understands has a much larger purpose than what my mind thinks. I am no longer on anyone else’s time; I am where I am whenever I am being my best self. I am no longer telling people of my plans who aren’t directly pushing it further.

Moral codes are purchased with the receipt of mistakes made in life and the practicing efforts of living better consistently. Unlearn your weaknesses , and learn through strength & perseverance even if the lesson is disguised in a mess of pain and hurt. Even if the mind validates itself more than the heart, even if doubt is the only thing your intuition knows. Trust yourself at the least, pour faith in the poorest parts of you to see what you ‘think’ waits in the shade of your darkness. Illuminate within, there is much to see that no other light can reach beside your own.

No longer am I idle for an answer.